Perceptive Readers,
And the sem starts again, technically from today morning. You all know the drill. Classes, more classes and still more classes. The new year started lazily, quitely taking its time to show its effects in me. It took me quite a while to realise that its already halfway the first week. Sleeping half the day, getting up and groggily reaching the mess, just in time to grab some food has become a habit. Then a quiet nap in the afternoon, followed by snacks and a movie, to be in time for the dinner, just about packs the day.
But all this nawabi harkate changes tomorrow dawn. Classes start when even the sun is on its way up to shine. I wonder what my new year resolutions were - I'll be regular for lectures, try to imbibe classroom learning by staying attentive, research interesting places for the forthcoming internships, go for competitions, write publications and blah blah.
Bullshit.
Its always the first thought of something productive and then my laziness takes over in no time. I run out of witty and faultfree roadmaps, get sick of being "disciplined", and inevitably end up relying heavily on the "come what may" and the "last minute" syndromes.
I don't know about most people but I hate routines. Routines that heavily involves the constant battle between what we know we should do and what we feel like doing (eg. sleeping). I know it from my uneventful track record for the past umpteen years that things will again be last minute and I will screw it up. There will be tremendous pangs of guilt and plans for roadmaps. Admonishments from home and friends will again cover me up. But then, my laziness would take it all over.
Probably i have gone nuts.
i would call this post nothing but his MODESTY towards others.. a topper of th whole batch, with 8 pointer CGPA in law, that too in IIT !!
ReplyDeleteWhat he is saying here is nothing but what ranchodhdas says about life.. not because he has suffered them, but because he sees people around them suffering in that way, learning himself WHAT NOT TO DO while laughing on his way where his friends (no need to tell him whom I am talking about) living the kind of life,he has just described.
wish he would have written something like 'all the work here is purely fictional and matching with any real life person is coincidental and unintentional' the modest satto, sry, now ATHHO(8 pointer) would have definitely been killed by now :)
Yeah ... Didn know coming FIRST in class is called " SCREWING IT UP " !!!!!
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